Sh*t!Lost my chance again!!!!

Urrrgh!!!Y?Y?Y? i know im a genius but y am i occasionaly dumb??? Is it because a chemical reaction is going on in my brain??? i could have stood next to her(white specs)... could it be true that im a bit dumb naturally???

stressful sec life...

Is secondary life stressful???i think sometimes. i used to think dat secondary life would be better than primary sch life. But now i think not. After i finish my homework (pri) i would feel a sense of satisfaction. But now, after i 'finish' my homework, there's a sense of emptiness çause deep down i know that i had something else to do and i just pushing to a later date to do it. What difference does it make? I'll still have to do my hw... sometimes i just don't know what's the problem with me...

Studying....confused....

For a moment, i tell myself," what's the point of worrying, what's the point of caring about my studies", then i relax and go play and fool around. Then, the next minute i get all worried- like now, thinking that im too relaxed( every1 thinks so.) So i think...will i be serious this time? Will i stop fooling around? Ive been at this for many times, but 1/2 way through i start to relax again. But deep down, i know if i study hard, i'll be able to succeed/ make it. I know my results will improve if i just try. But why do i always give up just because i saw something fun and think dat studying is just a waste of time. But now, i'll be serious. My new resolution is to study hard so i can be proud of myself. This time, i'll not give up till i succeed.

irritating fellows...

y am i pestered by irritating fellows??? there should be a rule you noe, as in those dat bans irritating ppl from normal ppl... those who support, say yes!!! They are freaks compared to my white specs...

cher vs. white specs

oooo so sad...cher won white specs in table tennis!!!no anyway, white specs is feminine, so she lost. it's not suprising really.

ms "sir stamford raffles"

whoa! mushroom head is going nuts!!!she thinks sir stamford raffles would accept her as his girlfriend/wife. over his dead body would he do dat!!!she thinks too highly of herself!anyway, wad's her problem???she prays to almost everything!!!at vch, she prays to a pipe organ and the statue of sir stamford raffles. i think when she 1st came to cchms, she pray to the pond! and does she understand the meaning of support? she practically shouts.

vch...(victoriaconcerthall)

sh*t!!!
y do i always waste my chances!!!
can seat with her wan lor!!!
if onli i say dat i hav cough!!!
y am i such a nut head!!!
hope hav another chance...